snapshot no.1408

Bittersweet Memories...


-First Meeting- (Saturday, 8th March 2003)

it was the day of ur bday party...
u celebrated early coz ur actual bday, 11th March, falls on a sch day...
and it was oso the day i first met u...
i didnt noe u before dat...
dat evening, i only tagged along to the party at ur hse coz so many of ur class guys were my lower sec classmates and my good frens...
but nevertheless, u were very friendly...
and u kept wanting to take my photo summore...
a cheerful little girl indeed...
i was glad to have made a new fren...


-First Compliment- (Wednesday, 14th May 2003)

You: hehe..
You: thanks a zillion...
You: ya so nice...
Me: zHen dE ma...
Me: hahaha..
Me: thx
You: really lah....
You: ya really very nice guy lah...


-Day Before 1st Prelim Paper- (Monday, 1st September 2003)

we went out to mug for the exams together with jonathan and two other frens...
u noticed dat i was pretty stressed up and kept asking if i was okay...
dat evening when i reached home...
u smsed to ask if i reached home already and if i was really alrite...
inevitably, i was touched by ur concern...


-First Date- (Thursday, 11th September 2003)

was supposed to go out to study before watching a movie...
so we agreed to meet at lido earlier at 10am so that we have more time...
but we ended up watching the 11am show...
xiangzuozouxiangyouzou...
the show was nice...probably becoz we both like to watch sentimental shows...
or maybe simply becoz it's the company dat counts...
and u didnt like to eat popcorns when u're watching a movie...
so we only ate milk chocolates that we bought earlier...
hmm...it was oso my first movie that i watched with a girl alone...
after that we went to walk walk...
went to kinokuniya at taka where u bought the xiangzuozouxiangyouzou ost...
den we went for lunch at yoshinoya...
u didnt eat as u weren't hungry...
after lunch we went up to library @ orchard...
but realised there weren't any tables in the library...
ended up in bk cineleisure...
did our maths till ard evening liddat...
den we went home...
accompanied u to take train to simei before i alighted at pasir ris...
took bus 81 from pasir ris...
it rained heavily on my way home...
but somehow there was warmth in my heart...


-The Saddest Day Of Your Life- (Friday, 26th September 2003)

that night, u found out sth u didnt wanna noe...
my dumb 'brother' zixuan had to go tell u abt it online...
he thot it'd be better for u to noe abt the truth...
i was initially mad at him for being so insensitive...
budden again, he was oblivious to how much it'd affect u...
and right there in front of ur com, u told me u were crying...
somehow, i felt terribly upset oso...
i didnt noe wad to do...
didnt noe how i could console or comfort u...
and before i went to bed dat night all i did was to sms u to tell u not to think too much...
everything will be alrite...
but u most probably didnt sleep well dat night...


-Second Date- (Monday, 29th September 2003)

met u at orchard mrt before we went to have a light lunch...
i think it was ur first time eating tako pachi or sth...
coz u asked me which one was nice...so i told u the octopus one...
so we sat down by the fountain and had our lunch...
after dat we went over to lido to buy tickets for 'Pirates of the Carribean'...
and we had quite alot of time before the show...
so went to walk walk first...
hmm...and guess wad...
we sat in the exact two seats and exact theatre as the first movie we watched together...
after the movie we went home...
accompanied u to simei first...
den i took bus from pasir ris...


-First Time On Phone- (Monday, 20th October 2003)

i was feeling v down over some issues...
was smsing u oso...
before i suddenly asked if i could call u on the phone to talk...
u said ok...
and so we talked on the phone for the very first time...
actually it was my first time talking to a girl on the phone oso...
i was telling u how i felt abt everything...
and u were there, trying to explain things to me and consoling me at the same time...
it felt v heartwarming to hear ur voice over the phone...
a very cute and comforting voice...
i felt much much betta after we hanged up...


-First Time Smsing Till The Wee Hours- (Thurday, 23rd October 2003)

hmm...first time i talked to u on sms till ard 4am in the morning...
we started smsing...and didnt stop...
i was amazed how we could find so much to talk abt oso...
but it was a nice feeling...
first time i talked to a girl till the wee hours of the morning...
heh...


-Third Date- (Friday, 24th October 2003)

was supposed to mug for the o-levels...
in the morning, i went over to eastpoint to study by myself first while waiting for u to wake up...
u joined me soon after...
but we didnt study much...
went to buy ice-cream to eat instead...
den later u wanted to eat cheese fries...
so i went to buy for u...
and u kept asking me to share the fries with u...
but i only ate abit...
and dat was how u realised dat i didnt like to eat fries...
in the end we spent the rest of the day sitting in a corner and talking abt stuff...
we agreed to be each other's child's godparent 10yrs+ down the road...
and my daughter's name is gonna be Adele...
coz i wanted names starting with the letter A...
and u suggested Adele coz u thought that it was nice...
i kinda liked the name oso...
so dat was how u became Adele's godmother...
and somehow, i became ur super-superstar...


-Star-Gazing- (Friday, 31st October 2003)

i would sms u to tell u to go watch the stars if there were alot in the night sky...
dat night, although there were no stars like the few nights before...
but we still ended up smsing till ard 3am plus...
we even agreed to go star-gazing at the beach after the o-levels...
u wanted me to show u the orion...
and u even said we muz look for a very bright star and name it 'Super-superstar'...
which was actually me...
u wanted to name a star after me...
and deep down inside i was anticipating every moment of it...
i couldn't wait till that day comes...


-First Day Of O-Levels- (Monday, 3rd November 2003)

the night before u told me to go look for u in the morning coz u had sth that u wanna give me...
hmm...so dat morning u gave me a beautifully decorated gdluck note...
so sweet of u to do dat...
i was touched...
it may juz be a little note...
but it meant so much more...


-Dunman High School Graduation Dinner & Dance 2003- (Monday, 24th November 2003)

prom night!! haha...what can i say...
most probably one of the most memorable nights in my life...
it was the time when u could see all ur friends together for the last time...
aniwae...dat afternoon i met up with zixuan first before going over to eastpoint to meet u...
junwei didnt come along coz he was part of the prom night organising committee...
yup...and i bought my prom shoes there coz at the last min i realised my normal pair didnt match well with my clothes...
so after dat we waited for alvin and yeejie before walking over to ur hse...
the guys juz hanged ard in ur hse while waiting for u and the rest of the girls to get ready...
finally when it was abt time to go, u reappeared from ur room again...
dressed in white, u looked like an angel...
u really looked very beautiful dat night...
and in the end we all had to take cab there coz we were almost late already...
prom night was fun but at the same time nostalgic...
the saddest part came when 'Graduation' was played...
every individual class was together hands in hands, arms in arms...
singing and moving to the tune of 'Graduation'...
and finally, my class did one last whoosh...
den there was partying too...
the whole ballroom went wild...
everybody was juz dancing and dancing non-stop...
we all enjoyed ourselves alot...
and i wondered if u were enjoying urself too at the other side of the ballroom...
soon prom night ended...
took a photo with u and oso with my three great great bros...
zixuan, junwei and marcus...
i noe i'll always treasure the close 4 yrs friendship i shared with them...
the four of us plus durui went to stayover at junwei's hse after dat...
bought mudshake on the way...
i think i was slightly drunk after drinking it...
suddenly felt so sad dat i aint gonna be with my close frens anymore in jc...
we didnt slp dat night...
basically juz stayed up and toked abt alot of stuff...


-Dinner At Marche- (Saturday, 13th December 2003)

went out with zixuan and two other classmates of mine to watch movie...
in the evening zx and i went to suntec to meet u for dinner...
accompanied u go walk walk before we had dinner at marche...
after dat went hmv for a while first den went home...
u kept wanting to pinch my cheeks in the train...
u said dat they were v chubby...haha...
after u alighted at simei, zx and i took the train to pasir ris...
and he was jokingly telling me if it weren't for hy he wld go after u...
coz u were cute...but the only thing is dat u were too short...
and since he was attached le he asked me to go after u...
i guessed i was smiling foolishly to myself at dat time...
i oso dunno why, but the thot of it juz puts a smile to my face...
but i didnt tell him dat i already had feelings for u...


-Fourth Date- (Sunday, 21st December 2003)

u accompanied me to go buy amanda's christmas present...
after dat we walked ard...
we bought tako pachi to eat...
u bought the octopus one...
and when i asked why u dun wanna try the ham and cheese one or the prawn one...
u replied dat ever since i told u dat the octopus was nice u've been eating the octopus one every time u ate tako pachi...
i didnt noe how to react...
deep inside i was like...aww~ dat's juz so nice...
we went to get drinks after dat...
u bought a strawberry ice red tea with pearls...
and so did i...
walked ard aimlessly in orchard after dat...
and i was 'caught' by zixuan...
apparently he saw me somewhere but i didnt see him...
haha and he was with hy, so i didnt wanna disturb him further oso...
we went to hmv heeren after dat...
listened to 'All I Want For Christmas'...
u loved dat song so much...
sat down at the fountain...
u poked my cheek, and said i looked younger and cuter without my specs...
went over to cineleisure wanting to take postcards...
but there weren't any left...
so we juz sat down at the cinema there before going for dinner at yoshinoya...
u didnt eat coz u weren't hungry...
went back after dat...
at the mrt station there was a moment when i looked deep into ur eyes...
and somehow i looked away feeling shy...
u asked if u could pinch my cheek...
and i let u do it...
u finally had a chance to pinch my cheeks...
and u're the only person dat i'd allow to do dat...
all i wan for christmas is you...


-First Stayover- (Friday, 26th December 2003)

ur christmas party!!
dat evening i went over to suntec to get u a present...
bought a perlini's silver necklace...with 3 stars de...
coz i noe u like stars...
met junwei at simei before walking over to ur hse...
we went there late and soon after almost everybody left le...
but it's gd for me oso as it was supposed to be ur class's xmas party...
i felt kinda extra being the only non-4f person there...
in the end only me,zx,jw and yeejie stayed over at ur hse...
we used the com, sat ard and tok and all dat...
took a shower and changed into clean clothes...
den very soon later jw and yj fell asleep le...
so we left them alone...went over to the other room to talk...
u let me take the bed while u slept on the mattress on the floor juz beside me...
i offered u the bed but u refused...
u said dat since i was ur guest i shud not be slping on the floor...
aniwae, we listened to songs oso...
before we finally went to slp at ard 4am+...
u looked soo cute when u slp...
all cuddled up in ur blanket...
softly, u fell asleep...
juz like a little baby...
and somehow our hands met for a moment there...
the next morning we had breakfast in ur hse...
den juz sat ard playing with the balloons from the previous night's party...
and rico licked me on the hand...dat dumb dog...haha...
after dat we went over to tm...was supposed to watch a movie...
but we all couldnt decide on a show...
ended up going over to jw's hse to watch scary movie 3 on vcd...
u left halfway coz u had some family dinner on...


-First Hug- (Thursday, 1st January 2004)

countdown night!!
met u at 11pm at pasir ris mrt...
before going to downtown east for the countdown...
u pinched my cheeks again...this time both sides summore...haha...
ended up taking a cab there coz we were afraid we couldnt make it in time for the countdown...
there were alot alot of ppl at downtown east...
and the atmosphere was vv nice...
there were alot alot of stars dat night too...
10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
the whole place immediatedly went wild...
and u looked at me with ur arms open, motioning for a hug...
which i did so...
even for juz a moment there, it felt really great...
went to drink pao pao cha after dat...
after everything we had to take a cab home coz there were no more buses at such an hour le...
but the prob was dat there were oso lotsa ppl waiting for cab...
in the end we dialed a cab...
when the cab came it overshot us...
i ran after it for almost one round around downtown east but the taxi-driver was super ap...
i told him the destination place wrongly and he juz drove off liddat...
it was the correct car plate number lor...
finally got a cab at ard 2am+...
after so long of waiting...
u were touched...
"andy wo ai si ni le..."


-Tj Funfair- (Tuesday, 20th January 2004)

went to tj to meet alvin coz he asked me to go for the funfair...
was surprised to see u there too...
i was happy to see you again...
aniwae...i walked ard with u as alvin had to attend to his cg stuff before joining us...
and when u said u missed me, i didnt noe wad to say...
i regretted not telling u the same...
after watching the mass dances we left tj...
went to eastpoint to eat before walking u home...
stopped along the way to look at the stars...
vv nicenice...
dat night i touched ur hair for the first time...
and felt the softness of it...
it was a nice feeling...


-O Levels Results Day- (Friday, 27th February 2004)

we finally got our results after much waiting in the hall...
sigh...i got 17 pts...
really didnt expect dat i'd do so badly...
thot i'd get a 13 or sth...
den i walked over to u...
u got 8pts...i knew dat u would do well despite u saying dat u'll flop...
but i still congratulated u and shook ur hand...
but somehow i was still v sad...
u looked at me with those big big eyes of urs...
and u could feel my sadness...
my tears fell...i couldnt help myself...
and for a moment there i saw a tear or two in ur eyes oso...
u kept asking me if i was still okay...
and u sat with me in the hall for quite a while...
after dat we went down to the canteen...
ur frens asked u to go out celebrate or sth but u didnt wan to...
u were worried for me...
i told u to go along with them...
and said dat i'll be alrite...
but deep down in my heart i really needed u by my side at dat moment...
u didnt go with them in the end...i was touched...
we went to orchard...
walked ard aimlessly to san san xin lor...
it was so nice of u to accompany me for the whole day...
at the lowest point of my life, u were there for me...


-Were You Jealous?- (Sunday, 29th February 2004)

u asked me to go crash vj the next day as mj was given the day off...
but i told u i couldnt make it coz i had class outing...

+Believe in Fate+ *...wHeN wOrds aRe nOt eNoUgH...* -=juz call my name and i'll be there=- <4i>:
coz u cannot angry ~~!!!
+Believe in Fate+ *...wHeN wOrds aRe nOt eNoUgH...* -=juz call my name and i'll be there=- <4i>:
hahaz
+ pinkinblue = * yOu RaiSe mE Up * tO mOrE thAn i cAn bE *:
how come i cannot angry???
+Believe in Fate+ *...wHeN wOrds aRe nOt eNoUgH...* -=juz call my name and i'll be there=- <4i>:
coz u muz be happi...
+Believe in Fate+ *...wHeN wOrds aRe nOt eNoUgH...* -=juz call my name and i'll be there=- <4i>:
den is the cheerful qimei i noe...
+ pinkinblue = * yOu RaiSe mE Up * tO mOrE thAn i cAn bE *:
haha
+ pinkinblue = * yOu RaiSe mE Up * tO mOrE thAn i cAn bE *:
i wont be angry over such stuff one lah
+ pinkinblue = * yOu RaiSe mE Up * tO mOrE thAn i cAn bE *:
dont see you dont see lor
+ pinkinblue = * yOu RaiSe mE Up * tO mOrE thAn i cAn bE *:
like i will die liddat
+ pinkinblue = * yOu RaiSe mE Up * tO mOrE thAn i cAn bE *:
haha
+Believe in Fate+ *...wHeN wOrds aRe nOt eNoUgH...* -=juz call my name and i'll be there=- <4i>:
haha..
+Believe in Fate+ *...wHeN wOrds aRe nOt eNoUgH...* -=juz call my name and i'll be there=- <4i>:
u sound as if u really shen wo de qi ma..
+ pinkinblue = * yOu RaiSe mE Up * tO mOrE thAn i cAn bE *:
haha
+ pinkinblue = * yOu RaiSe mE Up * tO mOrE thAn i cAn bE *:
i where got angry over such things one lah
+ pinkinblue = * yOu RaiSe mE Up * tO mOrE thAn i cAn bE *:
i an lian ni arh
+ pinkinblue = * yOu RaiSe mE Up * tO mOrE thAn i cAn bE *:
you dont come see me i die
+ pinkinblue = * yOu RaiSe mE Up * tO mOrE thAn i cAn bE *:
haha
+ pinkinblue = * yOu RaiSe mE Up * tO mOrE thAn i cAn bE *:
i not so petty k
+Believe in Fate+ *...wHeN wOrds aRe nOt eNoUgH...* -=juz call my name and i'll be there=- <4i>:
haha ya lor...later u keep thinking of me how...
+Believe in Fate+ *...wHeN wOrds aRe nOt eNoUgH...* -=juz call my name and i'll be there=- <4i>:
lolxxx


-A Day At Vj- (Wednesday, 3rd March 2004)

went to vj to meet u after sch...
u brought me ard and all dat...
and juz nice dat day vj was having some cross-country thing at turf city...
u wanted to go watch...but i didnt want to coz it was too far...
but i gave in to u in the end...
spent the rest of the day with u at turf city...
though the cross-country thing was boring, but it was the company dat mattered...


-First Time Sharing Umbrella- (Wednesday, 10th March 2004)

met u at simei mrt to give u ur bday present...
a pair of baby poohs and a forever frens bday card...
i thot dat i could not make it to celebrate ur bday with u the next day...
so i gave u the present one day in advance...
we stood at the mrt to talk for quite a while before i walked u home...
it started to rain halfway...
and u took out ur little pink umbrella wanting to share...
but the umbrella was so small i insisted on letting u have it instead...
but u didnt let me, u said dat i cannot get drenched as i was sick...
we shared the umbrella in the end...
it was a nice feeling walking u home...
down dat familiar stretch of road dat i knew so well...


-Your Birthday- (Thursday, 11th March 2004)

the class went to tm to watch 'Haunted Mansion'...
jon and i went with them too...
but we were meeting u,xiuwen and esmond to celebrate ur bday...
i helped u carry ur presents for the whole night...
couldnt bear to see u carrying such a big bag of stuff...
and oso dat was wad a guy shud do...haha...
aniwae, we watched 'Butterfly Effect'...
it was a pretty good show...
but it was very vulgar...
and u were kinda terrified by some parts of the show...
after the show we went to walk walk...
they all shared cost for a bday present for another of our fren...
took train back with u and xiuwen after dat...


-My Birthday- (Saturday, 3rd April 2004)

was supposed to go out with u...
asked u a few days before my bday if u wld wanna go watch movie or sth...
u agreed...and i was so so looking fwd to it...
but in the end u could not make it coz u last min had sth on...
had to do some project or sth...
i was kinda disappointed...
i really wanted ur company on my bday...
but i was looking fwd to next week...
vj musicfest~


-Vj Musicfest- (Saturday, 17th April 2004)

i was anticipating dat day since abt a week before it...
all becoz i was going with u!!
u were pretty upset when u couldnt get the tickets...
so i searched high and low for it for u...
eventually i managed to get two tickets...
but at a much higher price than the original...
however i was very disappointed...
apparently there was some communication breakdown...
u didnt noe dat i went to the concert for u...
dat i wanna watch it with u...
i didnt tell u so, but since i got the tix for u i thot u shud noe...
so in the end u went to sit with ur fren, leaving me to sit with junwei...
saw u with ur frens after the concert...
but i went home straight...


hmm...shall write until here...
the subsequent events like vj funfair and meeting her at taka i wrote before le...
yeap...
sighh...miss her lots...


When the last teardrop falls
I'll still be holding on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be...

posted by ANDY NG @ 10:21 PM